Rage, hate, depression, envy, lust, covetousness: the turmoils of the Soul. We all have them, you being VP or someone who washes dishes, we’re only human.
You can’t avoid these feelings or run from, although you cope with them. Cope with them with philosophy and right action.
Do your duty and leave the rest to God. What is your duty? Helping your fellow brother and sister of mankind.
The pressures of life pressing in; work, family, crying children, bills, homework, running a business. Still, be as an unmoved mountain, a perfect serenity circle, at peace knowing you’re on the right path of life, just as nature required it.